Recent Happening's

Well after taking my initial deposit of 500USD and playing 50nL i was slowly winning some $$ and after doing this for a few days i then would play a table of 50NL and a table of 100NL well this went bad and i lost/down swung hard, so i dropped back to just 50NL and tried to get back what id lost, well the losing continued And i don't think i played bad for most of it, It just seemed i got coolered in big pots top 2 V set, Nutflush draw (me) V 3rdNFD and hitting a pair. So Ive now lost the money i had online and prob wont be playing any poker for a while.

Ive been hunting for jobs but it doesn't seem like much is around for what I'm after. Got an email back from Vue De Monde and they have no positions right now, which doesn't really bother me because i know jack shit about french food other than a few standard recipe's/traditional stuff. And working there was probably not the best place to start my learning in french food but more of a 'finishing school'.

It is so sick the way the world works, about 2-3months ago i had jobs flying at me so fast it made my head spin, and i wasn't keen on working anywhere. Now I'm raring to go and the jobs just aren't out there.

But hopefully this is soon to change.